I am nearing exams and I have been struggling to keep my head out of the sand. Never before have I really cared too much about being a good student, and I am still struggling. I realize I do not do much with my life however, and it makes me feel pathetic. This type of self-loathing only contributes to my inertia. To take a step forward in the right direction rather than in any direction is the key to my personal success. I prefer the easy path and I will always take that first but it will not get me to where I want to go. So, I need to stop being so fucking lazy and get my ass up and do something challenging.

Yes, law school is challenging. But, an education is what one makes of it. I have always scraped by and because of this I feel I do not have a deep knowledge of many things that I should. I have started writing to keep myself on track. To see it in print makes it a reality for me and so welcome to an incredibly self-centered blog. For now.

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I am going to start volunteering. I miss being around underprivileged children and they help me appreciate the life I have. That and I think kids are fucking hilarious.